Day 4

Moved to Abbotsford this morning. Shane needs to take care of his friend’s house and I am going to make a new painting for her and her family. They were off to the Philippines.

Had Teh and a chicken rice at Killiney Kopitiam.

Day 3

So I headed up to Seaford in the morning and put all the star wars, chocolates and medicine at Nick's house. Sent him a text. Went to the beach to pick seashells and sands. It was so sunny!

And these were taken in October, happy times seeing dogs walking together through the sunset :)

Exiting the beach and back to the highway :)

This is special house without a gate but enter at your own risk ;) If you looked carefully, spot the statue!

I missed this household. Back in October, I was having flu and they gave me some tissues. Really friendly family.

Then I went to Mordialloc Beach. 

Really peaceful and people were swimming and diving down from the pier. Jet skiing. 

After that, I went to Flinders Railway Station. 

Just standing there and not moving, felt a bit sad for them actually. 

Day 2

Made up my mind. Not going to keep dragging. Not going to time waste. Not going to do all the stupid shit anymore.

If it’s meant to be, then it’s meant to be. Like Heinz always told me, “What yours is yours, if it’s not yours, you should leave it and not take it”.

I am obviously dumb for sure. I am going tomorrow.

Wasted my whole day in Reservoir. It’s a good place actually. Went to Coles and got an Eclair from a bakery shop.

In Melbourne for two months

My heart was in South Africa, but I landed in Melbourne, Australia today 20.12.2015, with no plans at all. I am just going to blog down all the stuff I have did in Melbourne, everyday as a diary.
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I don’t know why I came. I don’t want to be at where I was supposed to be. Or maybe this shall be the last time I will ever land myself in Melbourne. I have been sad for so long. Kept making the same mistakes. Haven’t figure the way out but just wanting the easy way out.

Currently staying in Reservoir. Freezingly cold without a heater or a bed! 

I think Nick didn’t want me to stay at his place. I don’t know why. I am too lost. I think it is too difficult for me to find love and care from him or anyone else. I knew Ben is long gone now.

I am missing this dog sooo much now.