Sunday, December 20, 2015

In Melbourne for two months

My heart was in South Africa, but I landed in Melbourne, Australia today 20.12.2015, with no plans at all. I am just going to blog down all the stuff I have did in Melbourne, everyday as a diary.

I don’t know why I came. I don’t want to be at where I was supposed to be. Or maybe this shall be the last time I will ever land myself in Melbourne. I have been sad for so long. Kept making the same mistakes. Haven’t figure the way out but just wanting the easy way out.
Currently staying in Reservoir. Freezingly cold without a heater or a bed! 
I think Nick didn’t want me to stay at his place. I don’t know why. I am too lost. I think it is too difficult for me to find love and care from him or anyone else. I knew Ben is long gone now.
juvi benninghoff
I am missing this dog sooo much now.

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